I’m winter lipsett and I am making this blog to hopefully inspire people and also I want to be heard. I hope u all enjoy. Thank you.
This is the post excerpt.
This is the post excerpt.
I put myself in the way of every ounce of pain in order to keep my little siblings safe. I tore myself apart and died just so they kept a smile. As the oldest I gained happiness just by hearing them laugh. Years have past and they have grown and I can no longer be their shield. I am now watching my sister fall at age 14 and I cry in pain for I have failed. I try to stand by her and help her see but the demons have corrupted her mind and took her away from me. I have been beaten for years and ruined my life to make her life great. Now I am witnessing her hate towards me and I am confused and hurt. She’s angry and ok why but I will not say. She’s beautiful and smart but her demons make her think that bad is good n good is bad. I failed and I am sorry my sweet sister. All I can hope for is for you to one day open your eyes and see the true goodness in life and make better choices.
I loved you before I knew you. But after actually getting to know you I became infatuated with you and so in love with you. As a person your personality is so beautiful and so rare. The love you want to give to people the care you have in your heart the loving words and loving touch you have are so amazing. To be the woman to be able to witness all of this for me means the world to me and I couldn’t be more proud of the man that you are and have become since I have gotten to know you. Nicholas Johnson I love you with all my heart and I am glad and so proud to be able to call you mine this might not be a poem but is words from my heart to you. My head might speak faster than my mouth but just know that my hands will write 1000 words or more telling you how much I love you and want to live my life with you. I will take your name as Winter Johnson. I love you so much Nicholas Johnson.
As the roof feels like it’s closing in and your vision becomes blurry as your heartbeat starts to slow and your mind begins to scurry you fall to your knees and you hang your head hoping it’s a dream and you wake up in bed, you see life is hard and full of complications so many people so many generations everything is difficult barely anything is easy you got good people but then others are Sleezy it’s hard to know who you can and cannot trust it’s hard to know if it’s love or if it’s lust spinning round and round trying to figure a way out getting lost in crowds nobody hears you even when you scream or shout you become lost in the huge world where everyone is blind you become lost in the crowd and it messes with your mind “someone please help me” is what you try to say out loud but no one can barely hear you because you’re so small compared to the crowd. How can I be heard? how can I stand out? that’s what you’re mine thinks as you keep attempting to scream and shout. You start to walk against the crowd trying to get out hoping that you’ll start to turn people around trying not to fall back on the ground. Fighting through the crowd in the opposite direction. Hoping you help someone else open their eyes to make their own choice and selection. Keep on fighting is what you tell yourself. Trying to grow as tall as a giant instead of being as small as an elf. Remembering that being different and standing tall is better than being silent and being small. You’re starting to grow and you’re starting to realize that it doesn’t matter what your size as long as you stand loud and you are heard and your voice flies high just like a bird. Dream big dream strong dream out there dream long. Don’t stop and listen to other people’s opinion. do what you love you’re not there minion. So stand up stand tall and be who you are. Be unique be creative and shine like a star.